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seiko

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Please DO NOT ask me to support you on another site or donate to you. If I wanted to be on another site, I'd be on that site.


I do my best to return the support I'm given. I try to be courteous. Try being the operative word.

Thank you to any and all who have an interest in my work. I apologize if I don't respond in a timely manner. My issues have issues, and that keeps me pretty busy.


Favourite Visual Artist
Elijana Forto
Favourite Movies
While You Were Sleeping
Favourite TV Shows
Ask if you're curious.
Favourite Books
That's like choosing a favorite grain of sand or drop of water. The many make up the whole.
Favourite Games
Lufia II: Rise of the Sinistrals
Favourite Gaming Platform
SNS / PS4
Tools of the Trade
Mechanical pencil, Microns, BambooFun tablet with PS CS2
Hello, 2024. I am not prepared for you, but that's life. Zef has her second deflux procedure on Thursday the 11th. What a way to start the year. I feel anxious about it, but there are go good alternatives. I finally started drawing again. Not much, but I will post them. I am also halfway through my first light novel. It takes place in different worlds, so I get to mess with peoples' heads, so that's kinda fun. I am really stressed. And lonely. I made a few new friends--online--but they're basically kids, so I feel like I have to hold back. There's this invisible boundary I feel like I shouldn't cross, so I can't be completely at ease saying everything I want because I have that awareness that it could come across as a creeper. When did life get so complicated? You can't even be friends with anybody without worrying people will think you're some kind of predator. That thought is on my mind sometimes when I chat with them. That lack of innocence that I know exists in the world can lessen the enjoyment of simple banter. But these kids are pretty nice. They're people I would have liked as a kid. If only, right? But we can't ever go back. I haven't been very well lately. I still have that covid cough from 2022 that comes and goes. I'm still having a constant battle with my depression that has been worse since just before Christmas. I still have that child's thought of, "I want to go home." The adult me whispers back, " That place doesn't exist anymore." I wish I could shake this feeling. I miss Mindy. I miss Emile. Imiss the friends I had back in Jr High, Randy, especially, and the online friends in High school. I miss my classmates from AI, and I miss the me that tasted freedom and independence and felt proud. I miss having real hope for the future. Sigh. Well, it is what it is.
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Hi 👋. *Poke* I'm terrible. But I still want to say hi😎

Holy shit, you're alive?!?!

reports of my death are greatly exaggerated😅

Thank you very much for the fav!!

My pleasure.

Thanks for the faves.